A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
3:15 AM
So I woke up today with this idea in my head and it hasn't exactly gone away. I realized that if I didn't care about everything in life so much and take it so seriously (I take stupid things too seriously) then my life just might be more laid back and cool. Putting too much pressure on one person in your life, even if they don't know it or not (if your me, they probably do) is stupid. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Not caring so much is great. Its not like I don't care at all, but, I just end up giving things too much thought. No one needs to know everything. Trusting that someone cares about you might be hard, but its better to take it then always be questioning it. But really, is there a normal amount to care? Fuck it. Hehehe.
Hey, um, September 6th, Hellraiser: Hellworld? Anyone? I totally forgot about it. Totally. Funny how I wouldn't have missed that date for the world like a year a ago. Hahaha. I still wanna see it. Its gonna be lame, but, its gonna be a good, hot lame if you know what I mean. Back me up here.
Eastern emailed me the other day and was like, blah-blah, tech fee, blah-blah, school e-mail address and I was like, oh man, I think this is the end of my facebook account. That's alright though. It was nice while it lasted. Fuck it. Really. Although...I have a special school log-in since I do the web site and I haven't really paid for my tech fee since Winter 05 and things have still worked so maybe, just maybe, I will be able to keep it. The mans is always trying to keep me down. I just wont have it.
I've been hearing Sugar, We're Goin' Down by Fall Out Boy a lot at work so today I decided to have it for myself. I didn't so much know the words at all but I liked the tune and the sound of the lead singers voice a lot but I just looked up the lyrics and now I don't like the song so much. I'll get over it. I think the video is great.
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