In my never ending quest to become more of myself I am sitting at my computer writing this. Accompanying my quest is Coldplay; nothing new there. What I think is new happens to be my state of mind. I have come to understand that it's a bad to be in a place where you spend more of your time talking in riddles then saying what you mean. After all, how is anyone supposed to understand you when you can't just come out and say what you mean? I find that when I'm in an unchangeable place dealing with love I drift far away from where I want to be, where I can be, and where I was before I started. Its important to never lose yourself. Above all things your grasp of personal individuality should be unbreakable. Don't get me wrong, trusting others isn't a bad idea and learning how to ask for help from others and receiving it in turn is invaluable. I just don't think depending on something that isn't stable is safe.

I've also decided the past few days that I don't believe in absolutes. In life there are always circumstances that should be taken into consideration. Absolutes are so black and white. To me they belong somewhere in the incomprehensible world of Math.

Is anyone good at managing their time? I think even if I didn't sleep I would choose to spend my time doing things I wish to do instead of things I should be doing. It's simple to do either, to choose one or the other, but, I'm always choosing the wrong thing. I need to become my own personal assistant.

Tomorrow night I have a dinner party at the Jones household. I plan on leaving right from North by Northwest so the maximum amount of good times can be had. I also plan on brining my Sociology book and some flash cards so that I can study and hang at the same time. I think that's more of a Rachel personal assistant task so we will see if it gets done.

I've got more to share, and, believe me, it will be more entertaining, but, personal assistant Rachel is saying I should get back to my home work in an effort to become a better student, so, I'm going to do just that.

Till then.

P.S. I would like it to be known that Steph is quite possibly the cruelest person on earth. Hit her up on AIM, you will see what I mean. 0 comments