Love and Micah.
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
9:56 PM
Oh.
I am so very Beth from Little Women sometimes. Not wanting to be left behind or for anything to change. It's so very futile as all things must change and are in a constant state of motion. Such is the nature of the universe. Of course it's always the things I can't control that change on me which in the end only makes sense. When you hold onto things so tightly just to see them leave you with out a second thought it makes things exponentially harder. In the end I suppose even if things were different, even if I lived were you live, you would have to want me first. And by your own design we would still end up only being friends in the same city rather then friends far away.
I didn't do much of anything today. I woke up and felt horrible so I took a shower and got ready for class only to end up not going. I worked a lot which is good but since I didn't go to school I didn't make it to NxNw either so I missed the production gang which I don't like to do. Everyone there is so nice and I always feel like they need my help.
I'm afraid that my
snot will once again be freezing in only a few days time. Its ironic that a day titled "mostly sunny" can be so cold. But, as its impossible for the snow to melt in such cold weather perhaps I can sled again this weekend.
I'm so very tired.
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