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Dreams
Thursday, December 30, 2004
5:28 PM

Dreams are difficult things to grasp. I'm not talking like goals and aspirations, I'm taking about when you close your eyes and REM takes over leaving you with some messed up shit. I don't know if its because I don't get up before noon now, rarely before 1:00, but I've been remembering my dreams with such great accuracy these past few days its almost alarming and quite out of the ordinary. In todays dream I had a bed made for me on what I now realize was my old bedroom floor in our basement but a friend of mine, well, in the dream, it was his room. As he started to pick up his room I joined finding some of my own possessions in the mess. I found some picture frames I recognized as mine but not the pictures in them. Later in the dream, while we were still cleaning, I realized the pictures were from my trip to Italy. I was so sure of it. We just kept cleaning his room having a fun time swapping stories about the various things of his we would throw away or keep. Now that I'm awake I can picture the two photographs in the frames that belonged to me and I haven't a clue were they were taken or who was in them. Not on my trip to Italy thats for sure. The weird thing is, that in real life, when you cant remember someones name or phone number, but then when you miraculously remember it you get this feeling and you know what you have remember is correct, its more certain then anything at the moment. In this dream I had the nagging feeling to remember details about the pictures and when my brain supplied a location for the pictures to have been taken at I accepted it as correct and felt much better about the state of things.
I would love to understand my dreams. Where they come from, what causes certain events, what they mean. They really are an endless interest to me. For now, I guess I'm just going to have to settle for my pieced together interpretation.
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MC
Saturday, December 25, 2004
5:40 AM

Happy Christmas everyone!
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Kisses
Thursday, December 23, 2004
4:23 AM

Things get so busy when Chels is home. I don't have time for regular events such as Everquest II let alone updating my blog which is in such a sorry state right now. So, quick Rachel update in preferred list style is as follows:
-As of tomorrow all of Rachels out of town college friends will be home
-Saw Oceans 12 yesterday, as in the 22nd. Really liked it. Much funnier then the first one.
-My Aunt gave me a six month late birthday present but it's a coat and its super cute and I loves it so its ok.
-I have not yet finished my X-mas shopping.
-I saw Hero and Noi albinoi, both rentals and slightly, okay, really depressing.
-I rocked my 'The Cutter' hat as promised.
-I got really excited about Harry Potter on the 16th of July.
-Yesterday was my six month mark to being 21. Hollar.
-Ive almost forgotten everything I put on my X-mas list so all things will be a surprise. Wonderful.
-There could be more but Im cold and I would like to go to sleep now.

Kisses.
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Cutter
Sunday, December 19, 2004
12:24 AM

Below is 'The Cutter' cast and crew hat I got today on set. Im gonna rock it so hard. Just you wait.
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12:03 AM


For Cast and Crew only. I know you want one.
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Friday, December 17, 2004
11:57 PM

Hey, Ho from Rachel land. I would like to start this post by drawing attention to my new computer. Pictures of the beauty can be seen below. First up is my desk complete with wireless key board and mouse, flat panel monitor, my iPod, my Everquest box and End Game script. Pretty much that picture sums up my life at the current moment. Below is a above and frontal shot of the greatest computer known to man. The Shuttle. My counterpart and I put it together a few weekends ago. I say put together because only the Shuttle case and mother board are Shuttle, every thing else, processor, hard drive, ram, fan etc are a special made especially for Rachel job. Right now, as you scroll down and look at the prettiest computer in the world, your wondering if you to can own a specialized Shuttle made with love. Well, I'm telling you now, you can, just ask me and I'll put you in touch. But no touching.

So, I've been busy. Things are really going well at NxNw. Sometimes I cant believe what an awesome job I have. Like, I've never not wanted to go to work. I learn new shit everyday as well as meet new people. The Cutter is gearing down as the main cast and crew wrap this weekend and starting right after Christmas End Game pre-production starts. I'm glad I will be with this movie from the start. It will be more of an opportunity for learning.
Other then insane working for NxNw Ive been putting in some hours for EWU. Mostly my time has been consumed by my new love: Everquest 2. A good friend of mine got it the day it launched and I have been interested in it ever since. Ben bought it for me for X-mas and decided we better try it out. Of course Ben just wanted to play so its all either of us have been doing. I know most of you who read this aren't gamers, but this game is so impressive. I'm slowly leveling up with a little help here and there and having good clean internet fun at the same time. Glorious.

The other day I was really bummed. I got crushed and after that cataclysmic event my world decided to unravel and everything I thought I new for sure ceased to exist. For a few moments I was sure I wasn't going to get into NYU then I just hit this Rachels going to amount to nothing spree. Sorry if it hit you. I'm better now. I'm still pretty bummed about the original event but I really don't have any control of it so I'm just going to have to get used to the idea of things being that way.

Anyways, I'm hitting up a movie in a few then if its still kickin I'm hittin up a double kegger in Whithworth land. Hit me up kids.
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11:56 PM


My new Super Computer.
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11:56 PM


So small, yet wicked awesome.
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11:55 PM


My Shuttle.
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Thursday, December 16, 2004
2:45 AM

Im so sad right now. And I cant make it stop. And no ones around to talk to.

I hate myself.
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Tonight
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
4:28 PM

Im gonna update. Tonight. I swears.
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BREAK!
Thursday, December 09, 2004
4:06 PM

Let me just replay my morning for you really fast.
6:00- The alarm on my phone goes off and I try to turn off my clock radio by my bed for five minutes. Four hours earlier I went to bed and decided I would get up early and study. Bad idea number one: making deals about studying with yourself when your half asleep. And its Geography. I re-set my phones alarm for 6:30 and passed back out.
7:10- I wake up and realize that I didn't get up at 6:30 to study and now I'm ten minutes short in my time to get ready. Bad idea number two: re-setting your alarm when you should have gotten up in the first place.
7:50- Leave early so I can get myself the best breakfast in the world: Two egg and cheese croissant sandwiches and some milk. I get in my car and realize I don't have any gas. Im like, its cool, I can make it to school. I hop in the car and make a break for Burger King. For the first time in my life I get there to early and its still closed. Fuck. So, off to Cheney. And just so yo know, I'm anal about gas. I don't let my low fuel light come on so when I say I have no gas I usually have a quarter tank left. But, not today. I start to cross the Maple Street Bride and my low fuel light comes on. After my brief heart attack I decided to keep going till Cheney where I can get gas and stop at Burger King. I make it into Cheney and get some gas. Problem solved.
8:30- I head to the BK to have a delicious treat and what do you know, they aren't open. I know what your thinking, Burger King is totally open before 8:30, and, its true, they are, but, not in Cheney. So, now, after thinking about my wonderful breakfast all the way out to Cheney (this was so I wouldn't think about not having any gas) I'm denied it and I drive off to class hungry.
8:40- I walk into an empty class room sit down and start to study. No one comes in. I study some more. Finally some kids come in and ask me what time the final is. I have it written down, its 9:00-11:00, then, some kid comes in and says that it was changed to 10:00 instead. WWWWWHHHHAAAAATTTT? So, now, I have an hour to study for my final. Yippy. I made a few test run plans up in my head that included Burger King and going to sleep in the Library but I decide that I should probably just study so I don't fail out of college.
10:30-I finished my final in record time because I rule with rocks so I go to sell my books back. I have a Math book, Film Book and then two Geography books. The Film and Geography books are brand spanking new and my Math book looks 10 years old. The guy scans my film book and I'm to receive $33.00. Very nice. Along comes the heinous Math book and it grabs $40.00. I'm like, sweet, croissants for everyone! I hand over my set of Geography books, Cd included, and they tell me I can get $6.00 back. Der, WHAT? SIX DOLLARS? Those books were $98.00 new. And I know they are using the same editions next year. Geography 101 is a huge class, don't fuck around and say $6.00. But they did so I pocketed my $73.00 and made a run for it with my $6.00 worth of books and decided to try my book selling luck somewhere else. Bitches. So, in short, I took my final, I'm done with Fall Quarter 2004 and all I want to do is sleep. Unreasonable? I think not.

I do wish, however, that I was going to see Modest Mouse, Franz Ferdinand, The Killers, Keane, The Shins and Snow Patrol tonight at Key Arena. If you live in the Seattle area and are not attending, well, there is seriously something wrong with you.

Ready. Set. Winter Break.


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To Busy
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
5:30 PM

Hollar from new computer land. All is well her. Nay, all is spectacular here. I'm sitting pretty here with my new Shuttle. It's only the greatest thing to ever happened to me. Other then that summer I spent with my uncle in Alaska hunting wolverines. My computer was delivered to me this weekend in a super chill enviornment and I quite enjoyed myself. Must have been the company I was keeping.

Interning is going really well. And when I say well I mean it kicks so much as its unbelievable. I just found out one of the kids I'm interning with is the same age as my brother and he went to the same high school as me. Coincidently we went to school together for two years and I never set eyes on him. He is moving into my old apartment complex and we both have mutual friends which is also really weird. Anyways, the next movie I'll be working on is called End Game. It's already kickin on imdb so check it out. All I'm saying is that there is a Porsche 911 in this film and if I get to run errands in it Im gonna die. Plus I will most likely get paid to work on this film. The names in the film are just so much bigger and so is the production. To say the least I'm excited.

More by Mark Osborne is what I will be writing my EMAF final on tomorrow. Two hours of that film repeating itself while I write furiously. Im going to watch it tonight a few times and take some notes so I have an outline in my head to help me out. I was thinking today in the shower, its where I do most of my best thinking, that if I really tired with my school work I would have outstanding grades. I missed a lot of school this quarter and slid by on a couple of assignments and Im still going to come out okay. At least I think I will. I guess if I did put effort into my school work I would be a lot better off. And sometimes its not even like I have something better or more important to do. I just don't want to. I'm just so lazy. So, in my never ending quest to turn into Chels so Dad loves me more, Im gonna start putting the E in Effort and rape Easterns academic community so when I leave this summer they wont know what hit them.

Things I hate: When lyrics don't make sense. Example?
"You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor"

WHAT THE FUCK ASHLEY SIMPSON. What the fuck. Just come out and say it.
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Ho, Ender
Thursday, December 02, 2004
4:36 AM

I have to take these pills right. And, you know, drugs aren't bad or anything, but, these are like the most scheduled around pills EVER. You have to take them an hour before you eat or two hours after both in the morning and at night. I eat all the time. Every hour. I get so freaken hungry that I end up cutting into my time a bit and I'm sure thats not a good thing. But, I love food so much! What ever am I to do?

Finished another book yesterday, Lady of Hay (really good, you should read it, yes?) and now I'm in search of something else to occupy my reading space. Any suggestions?

I just realized that I never told Andrea what year I was in College. Well, I'm a sophomore. Consider yourself told.

I'm really excited about only having two days left of school this week. Then its finals time. I think mostly I'm just really looking forward to the weekend (everybody's working for.) I'm gonna finally get my infamous computer and just chill. Im sure some Battlefront and excessive sleeping will also be in store, plus, all day Sunday I should be on set. Hollar.

And, with that, I take my leave. Is anything new anymore?
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